It's a quarter past 12A.M.
It was times like this,
You'll come in seeing me still awake.
I'll hear you asking me to go to bed.

& If I were out,
nothing's gonna change except that
you'll add on with something special,
saying it's late and come home soon.

Every night almost without fail,
we'll be bidding good nights,
be it one's sleepy and one's awake.

After that last goodbye,
I'm starting to miss our usual good nights.
I wonder if we still share the same time zone or
are our timings' too far apart?

They say one sided is incomplete but
we can't deny that one side still exists.
Perhaps I'll never hear it again from you,
but I'm still able to say it.

So here's to you, my old man,
Good night and I hope you'll sleep tight.

Star awards 2013

Tonight's the last star award I'll ever attend.

I remember following my dad to the award ceremony ever since I was little.
There's just no appropriate word to describe the feeling I'm having now,
It feels as though I'm off to a brand new chapter in my life.
There's no room for turning back and right now, all I can do is to move along.
It takes time to adapt I guess.

Whenever my dad got an award,
he will always look for me among the audience crowd
just to hand me his trophy.
I used to be so proud of him all the time.
The way he held the trophy so tightly while walking towards me and passing it to me in the end,
I'll never see it again.

However, tonight,
it's my turn to hand him the trophy.
He had made me proud enough,
now's my turn to return the favor.

It was a peaceful closure.

I thank everyone for the concern, as well as my dear friends who came down be it helping out, or giving me moral support. 

There are just way too many stories to tell.

People whom I've told the stories to knows how great a dad he was to me.

He made me proud when he was alive. He's still able to make me be proud of him even after his departure. I'm very touched to see a thousand of people in total sending him off on his last journey. He must have been a great man to all of you. 

Hope he'll remain in all of your hearts like the way he remained in mine.

tday was a panicky day.

all my classmate's results were out for the first essay,

except me.

my score showed an exclamation mark,

& all of us thought maybe I did badly and teachers are tryna moderate my score up for me.

the score was just in not long ago,

turns out I got a distinction.

what an interesting twist of event.

but it sure did mind fuck me for the whole afternoon.

my mind has run out of fucks to give now. 

if only I will do well for my future as much as how I do for essays.

I'm good with words and all but,

nah, I know life's more than that.

x

today's friday. I've no sch.

wanna do assignments. haven't started.

I'm such a procrastinator, urghhhhhhhhhhhx

kill me please.

tgif everyone except me.

 

 

Chased away the Monday blues with a couple of friends after sch.

Continued the night with a bowl of awesome tomyam ramen and gyoza for supper,

and then off to playhouse for some champagne and Hennessy's

(gonna stop all the weight gaining, ugh),

which explains why am I on a 7-day dieting starting today:

more lean meat and veggie, less carbo,

& a day of workout.

My exercise regime failed 2 weeks back due to lack of discipline,

but then again, do what that makes you happy,

and I'm happy with my sedentary lifestyle, hee.

 Not liking the idea of being Sweaty Betty.

It's gonna be a busy 2-week with all the assignment due dates.

why o why.

Corporate shoot

Sunday

 

photoshoot this morning makes me so sleepy right now, 

which is good because it's starting to rain dark and heavy.

gna slip under my duvet and curl myself up for a good 2 hours.

after my sleep I wna head out tonight, needa unwind.

 have a great saturday everybody 

x