Sad hard truths kill

it's kinda sad t live up t your own expectations everyday.

you laugh bcos smth you deemed as happy happened,

& you cry or feel angst bcos smth you deemed as unhappy happened.

bt who's thr to judge how good or bad smth really is?

unknowingly, your mood becomes a slave fr your own expectations.

I'm back in sg!

tw's great, I wna stay there someday.

I love the people there, they're all so friendly, 

somehow it makes me feel that singaporeans are so hostile.

wanted to meet up with the guys ytd for brunch,

but ended up, we had late dinner. ugh.

wna try strictly pancakes like finally but apparently we were too late.

but it was good seeing them after a week, missed em so much.

but they never miss me.

:(

will blog about my tw trip next time.

lazy mode's on now.

 my new bangs.
nt rlly diggin' it but I just gotta live w it fr the time being.


exam's finally over today.

I think I did pretty well for this time round's exam.

so rn I'm feeling rather contented.

& I can't wait to enjoy my well-deserving vacation.

heading to Tw later in the A.M.

my subsided eye infection is here agn.

hv no idea why at all.

not gna take much pictures of my face fr this trip then.

waiting for D t come over my place t catch up fr awhile.

dozing off soon.

hurry up hunny.

x

hoping for some new light

there's jst so many things I wna do.

I wna revamp my room, throw out junks, start my business, get new clothes,

or maybe jst chill in town over some coffee w friends.

now that I'm tied dwn by exams, & w my newest eye infection,

things aren't looking good at all.

& right aft my last paper, I'm gna dump all these behind me & go for my tw trip.

sucha rush.

it's kinda a down period fr me rn.

What a rainy weather today. had a nice nap slipping under my duvet since 3pm.

it's like, I didn't care what's gna happen fr e rest of e day.

but now that I'm awake, I shld be studying but this weather's being a bitch.

battle between mind & comfort.

but right nw at this instance,

I'm not quite sure if I shld stay home fr e night.

my gastric's pretty weak recently hence I know alcohol will do me no gd.

but I couldn't stand e thought of staying home on both fri & sat.

my friends are asking me to nvl2 agn.

shall decide aft din.

x

Sane Friday

ah, gifboom. it's been awhile since I played w it.

pardon my ridiculous face though. just love making funny faces teehee.

wonderful tomyam & laksa steamboat frm last night with Ler.

it's at m hotel.

after e steamboat we hit their dessert bar too, 

mini cakes, ice-cream, choc fondue.

it was heavenly but phat.

the guys came over to look for us phatties aft our dinner & we headed to cq.

drank from bar to bar & eventually L got rlly wasted hence ended e night.

it was a night to rmb though.

xxx

HIMYM S08E04;

this show never fails t make me laugh & think abt life at e same time.

it makes my trip to this earth a meaningful one.

if cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'

Listening to Lykke while curbing my insomnia always seem to work.

feeling the tiredness kicking in already.

exams in 7d, sch's being too kind.

I want it over asap.
gonna take a hiatus from all the shits I'm going through right now.
 they're drowning me pretty much.
& no, I wasn't referring to my exams.

X

 

It doesn't bother me at all that I'm alone.

somehow life's perfect whn thr isn't anyone in mind.

thr isn't any mind-heart battles like a war zone,
any pinching pain in my heart frm disappointments,
or any tears & bad emotions t bring me down.
Happiness comes naturally everyday, 'cos thr isn't any reasons t frown.

Hwever, I miss having my heart racing,
having emotional ups & downs.
I miss the can't-eat-can't-slp feeling from missin' someone badly.
I wna get my heart broken, thn mend it back.
I miss being head over heels in love w somebody.



This emotional-free life.
It's turning my heart cold.

Every nw & then e stars align,

boy & girl meet by e great design,

cld it be that you & me are e lucky ones?

 e & g studies is jammin' up my brain pretty badly. 

my hand is tired frm all e writing 

& I was close t giving up until I saw tday's date: 10/10. 

13 more days to my first paper. 

hence I'm taking a short blogging break right nw 

& I'm gonna hit the books agn after this. 

wna post some of e pictures I've took last 2 wks, 
frm my golf event work, ice skating & lantern festival.
I've had some pretty awesome time 
hence it's rly hard fr me t finally settle dwn
 my heart & mind into e books. 

w Carrie

we made sucha mess at my condo. the wax & stuffs. the janitor must had been hopping mad e nx morn.